I miss my blog!

I miss blogging. I woke up early this Saturday morning because my little love bug (Brodric) had a lot to say to me! He loves to come climb in bed with us every morning to get warm, even tho ours is the coldest room in the house right now because it has tons of holes to the outside in it! He just talked and talked and I tried to keep up with little responses like "uuu huuu" and "oh", and even a few "really?"'s! He is sweet! So since I was up I started reading blogs from my phone. If the Blackberry Storm is good for anything it is reading blogs! It is the perfect size, when turned sideways, to fit a blog nice and neat in it! So I got cought up on everyone's blogs, and in the process cought the blog fever again! I miss it.

I actually wrote stuff last week but never posted it because by the time I was done writing I had to go to bed and put a pillow over my head just to stay sane... You will understand why when you read it.

So here is the blog from last week.

Have you ever been somewhere so loud all you can hear is your own thoughts?
As I sit here at the computer the kids are outside playing and the jack hammer is about 40 feet away, I am left with the thoughts in my head and my pounding of the hammer against the concrete. If anyone were to yell, or the phone would ring or the cat was scratching at the door, it would be forever lost in all consuming hammer. It’s kind of comforting in a way. The worries of things seem to get lost in it!

I’ve had a interesting month and a half. I can’t seem to get my thoughts together enough to post anything of value to this little blog of mine. I want to blog and I have moments, but they vanish quickly at night when I’m tired or when something else creeps in and steals away the thought.

The things that consume my time rarely change. The things that consume my thoughts don’t change much either. I am left with day to day mundane. Maybe that’s why there’s been less posts lately. To post about the mundane isn’t much fun. Like this…

*I am living in close quarters with the other 5 people in my house as we endure the interesting day to day changes in our little casa. We wash dishes together because the dishwasher has been broken for months, we eat on half a table in the living room because the kitchen is half size while the contractors work, we all share a bathroom, one shower and one toilet because there is dirt and holes in the skeleton of a bathroom that is the master bath…

*I am working too much and my children are starting to give me severe guilt trips over that. They want me home! (I want to be home!) I don’t work out enough although I want to really bad… And…

*I don’t go anywhere else unless I have to! You know, I used to love shopping but now it just means the bank account will show less green if I go, so I don’t really want to as much! I need to hang on to the green so I can finish up the things in this home.

Now, if I were to write about the “random” (as my kids say all too often), what could I tell you... Well…

~I got three new watches this month. I only wanted one, but the three were less than the one and I like them all! Happy Anniversary Billie…
~I am stressed about the cats spraying on my new kitchen when it is put in…
~I am obsessed with this remodel…
Ok see… It starts getting less random as I go on, always back to the remodel!

Oh well, I tried! I guess there will just be less Billieness until this remodel is done! Was there any Billieness before? Who knows, but there is surely less now! Oh where oh where has the Billieness gone? Oh where oh where can it be???

P.S. this is a sneak peak at my new island! I’m in love!



So, I have a whole new blog prepaired for tonight... tune in again next time!